Have any of you ever come to a state of mind where it seems like nothing in life is really relevant to you anymore? Its like... when I try to think of something entertaining, hardly anything comes to mind and whenever something does, it just fades away just as fast as it randomly processed. :|
Here are some examples, some, yes crude, but I'm making somewhat of a point.
* Sport activities seem interesting for only like twenty seconds then fade, except for when I actually get to play basketball.
* A very attractive woman could duct tape me to a chair and then strip all her clothes off and while nude, pole dance for me and I'll just shrug.
* The thought of playing almost any of my video games dies within a weak timespan of less than thirty seconds.
* Whendoing most things I used to enjoy like role-playing, playing video games, cooking food [I need something fast :?] I get impatient and then lazy.
* Even though I have no body fat, its hard to push myself to go to the gym because I cannot think of what to work on and then get lazy and leave after half an hour tops.
* I ignore almost everyone's advice because it feels like everybody says the same thing leading me to feel like I should be the one giving advice but my advice is apparently harmful so um... yeah, silence is awesome. o_O
So have any of you felt half of those syptoms? *except the stripper factor :lol:*
I mean its a bit pathetic I feel this way, and there is almost no point in me going outside lest I go three miles from home to hang out with my friends and then hardly do anything over there *though thats my current location until my internet connection quits being faulty. :x* The only positive is that i don't put up with my niece annoying me to where everyone yells at me and then I just bottle anger and want them dead. :| So pretty much I'm slowly climbing the ladder of boredom where when you reach the top suicide seems like the only solution and yeah thats pretty lame. @(_@
I'd ask for advice, but like I said earlier I'd most likely end up ignoring it... unless someone recommends me someone new to listen to... as long as it isn't stupid like Limp Biskit, Avril Lavigne, Brittney Spears, Ashley Simpson, Jessica Simpson, Gwen Stefani, *most other women artists, except Cascada though WHY!? Why make a remix of AL's stupid Skater Boy song?!! :cry: * or somebody else who sings a song where its stupid enough it'll make me rage. :evil: Thats the last crap I need to listen to... :x Honestly I don't know how the hell people were ever able to tolerate such horrid ear rape...
Better I blog it than post a thread only to throw myself into a lake of fire. @_@