I wouldn't know where to begin to talk about how I live life personally, but it always seems for every spectacular thing that happens, something crappy has to come and spoil the joy...
Living life "outside" of myself changed my perspective on this world and myself a lot (with outside i mean, not looking at it from my direct perspective, but from a neutral one).
It's weird, not 3 weeks ago i was the happiest fella on earth, gotten meself a girlfriend, a drum kit, a new graphics card, basically the 3 things i've been wanting for quite a while now, but to balance it, school. Completely full timings, and opposed to that of my girl, which makes weekends the only choice.
I had to get rid of the drumkit (even though we live in a separate house, neighbours still complained) so now i'm stuck waiting for an electric so i can keep jamming, my computer is the only thing that's been working flawlessly the whole time through this, i guess i'm lucky, people in the mid-lower specter of the economy don't tend to get lucky, or wealthy, i've always had great personal and social satisfaction, but wealth is something that always slips under the cracks.
Anyone else feel like being on the pointy end of the stick, every day, all the time?