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End of The year check in

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I just wanted to let you guys know that i'm ok :) my last blog post was not a positve one. I am fine im doing wonderful right now!

Other than the fact i got arrested a couple days ago BUT THATS BEHIND US NOW :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU 2012 WILL BE AWFUL :D :D

I LOVE YOU ALL

- D-cashman

I have discovered that i am DEPRESSED. (i should have realized it before)

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I found this out because i had got in trouble at school for posting suck my D*** on the school grading site thing. and the teacher reported it and then my mom got called she came to the school and i had to talk with the assistant principal, the teacher, my mom, my counselor. They said that this year my attitude has totally changed from last year(and it has) they say that all the things that are going on and my sleeping in class and my lack of care for anything is becuase i am depressed. I think its true. and im going to get a therapist too. so YAY I HAD A WONDERFUL DAY :D

I know im the best actor in the world because i didn't even think i was sad.

SOMETHING I FEEL....IS IT REAL? or is it an illusion?

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The title above describes an emotion i am feeling right now.........At this current point of my life at this time of 12:11 AM (EST) 12/1/11: I'm 17 years old. I am a SENIOR in high school....COLLEGE...is something i have been looking forward to..but Idk if i'll be able to get there :o. MY grades are not in good shape at this time.(im not going into explicit details) But I will work on that.

I NEED A JOB.

I'm putting in some applications to work SOMEWHERE...because i need games.(not really NEED but skyward sword is making me cry) and the grades on my report card wont get me christmas presents.

AT ONE TIME...I had certain things! but i wasn't satisfied..

I had good grades, good tennis skills(well still have those :P), Had games, Had hope, Wanted a girlfriend(or girls), Wanted to lose weight and look sexy, Wanted to have confidence.

NOW

I have BAD grades, Still have tennis skills, Have games but no new ones, Losing hope, Have a girlfriend(which i love), Have lost weight and i do look sexy :). And i do have confidence.

BUT MY GRADES AREN'T REFLECTING MY LOOKS!

When you ask for something you will get it. But it will Cost something as well..

I have learned that the hard way.. i will get myself together.

IS THIS REAL.? WHAT AM I GAINING OUT OF THIS? WHAT WILL I BE 10 YEARS FROM NOW?

Only time will tell.

Love you for reading this -Donte AKA D-Cashman

WISDOM TEETH PULLED....I felt alive...FEEL like a vampire ;)

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I got my wisdom teeth pulled on thursday :O missed school friday and omg it was good and terrible at the same time :/ because i guess when i was high off of the medicine i felt so alive and pumping :D :D but that made my mouth bleed more BUT I LOVE THE TASTE OF BLOOD :) SO IT WAS GREAT :D i had went to sleep for a little bit afterwards and then i couldn't stop waking up and sleeping. it was annoying. i couldn't talk to my girlfriend :'( still can't because im tired all the time and i sleep and then wake up for like 20 minutes then sleep again -_-. so it kinda sucks. but i'm up now because i haven't went to sleep yet :D because i didn't take all the medicine i was supposed to ^_^ YAY. PAIN IS STARTING TO COME BACK. TIME TO GO. HAVE A VERY BLESSED DAY

-Donte AKA D-cashman

The Black Jesus

Nostalgia attacks

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It is something i have been expierencing for a while :O even more frequently!!! I'll tell you about some of them

I was in gamespot one day with my friend because he wanted to show me some new realeses because i've been out of touch with video games for a while :P. The first game i saw was DBZ: Ultimate Tenkiachi and i let out a gasp and said OMFG I NEED THAT GAME!!!!!!!. and i almost cried because i thought about my past playing DBZ but i didn't cry :P

BUT THEN....

I went over to the PS3 demos and they had SONIC GENERATIONS. Now everyone that knows me knows that I LOVE SONIC WITH ALL OF MY HEART. so i had to play it :D. and omg man..... when i heard the music and started hitting the monsters a few tears had fell out. my friend was like "Donte are you ok o_O" i was like "yes i am fine". he just stared at me weirdly while im sitting there crying playing sonic generations and he said MY GOD DONTE WAS THE GAME THAT GOOD. i simply said: "yes, yes it was" then we played Marvel Vs Capcom the rest of the time.

WHEN I GOT HOME.

I was still feeling the effects of seeing the new DBZ game so i said "hmmm im going to try to play Buodokai 3." the game hasn't worked in years but i can't throw it away because it means so much to me.. so i put it in the PS2. and IT WORKED!!. i screamed like a little girl about 10 times and pulled my pants down(i did not touch myself :P) so i decided to play goku's story mode :D and... i was flying around the globe and i (censored for gamespot) lost it man i started crying like a (censored for gamespot) and i felt GREAT. I FELT (Censored for gamespot) GREAT. That was my lastest attack :') :')

THANK YOU FOR READING THIS I LOVE YOU

(READ THIS NOW) 10 random things about D-cashman's Life as of this second.

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1.Right now i am 1 year away from being an ADULT.

2. I have no internet connection at home. I hack into someone else's at home

3. I'm at the library

4. I'm on the verge of doing something illegal to get a Nintendo 3DS and Pokemon White and The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of time

5. Im wearing a Purple Plaid Shirt

6. I'm playing Pokemon Emerald on an emulator

7. There is a cute girl staring at me while im typing but i can'd do anything about that BECAUSE I'M TAKEN ^_^

8. I'm also about to make a sig since i haven't done it in SOOOOOO LONG

9. I'm on facebook

10. I LOVE YOU IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THE ABOVE LOL :P

I'll be doing blogs daily from now on. just to connect with the people of gamespot :)

haay. i used to get on here a while back, REMEMBER??(probaly not)

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yeah. I'm donte. im 17 years old.! hello :) i used to get on here mainly in 2006-2007 because i was shy, and did not have a lot of friends no women in real life that liked me. that was cuz i was overweight then :O hmm im still kinda shy. but i have way more friends. :P I'm still pretty good at gimp. even though i haven't made a thing in a while! but yeah. im focused on music production now :) im pretty good at it.

check me out if you like hip-hop music. (search LithiumGod on youtube)

But otherwise...its like 3:30 am i got school in 3 hours. im bored. can't sleep.

and last time i was on here i did soem blog posts that looked kinda crazy o_O.

it is true i am kinda crazy i think but i am sane. i looked a little off in some of the things i said and did.

BUT MY LIFE IS BETTER :D

i doubt you're gonna read this -_- GS already deleted like a paragraph of text when i tried submitting it the first time.

oh well.

if you read please comment. Because if you took your time to read this i must know you :P

It would be nice to talk to some old friends ^_^

hey baby.

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hi how are ya girl? you have nice body parts. too bad im an butthole i wont be able to see you for your personality :( i only wanna have intercourse and well...thats it. :(

Word from a butthole's mind