There are two ways I can address this question.
Literally, hopefully. Jesus is to be more important to me than life itself. At least, I hope I would never deny Christ in any circumstance. Peter said he too would never deny Christ and did just that the night following. As such, I will admit that I know not whether I'd keep to the faith unless I was in said circumstance. I can only hope and pray that I remain faithful in such a situation.
I do not intentionally seek such a literal death, but I do not fear such a thing. Paul explains my thoughts on the subject quite well in Philippians 1:21-24, "For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body."
Metephorically, I am to die every day. I am to put to death sin and "kill" my "old self." I am to die to my old desires and gain the desires of Christ. Such things as the "American dream," prosperity, and worldly desires to go be given up for the sake of sharing the Gospel, living in holiness, and finding pleasure in God, the things of God, and the gifts of God. This is not to say I cannot enjoy life, I am simply to enjoy a "different life."
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