Am I just a crappy person? I was just thinking back and every relationship I've been in I've cheated on her. When the topic comes up (like when we first meet) I always act like a saint "I've never cheated in my life, why be in a relationship with somebody if your just going to be with somebody else, your the only one I want babe." It seems though the first chance I get I will get with somebody else for a quick. When I think back on it I feel like such a horrible person and it depresses me that I took advantage of those women's trust and love, and it seems like I always try my best to get caught or to let her find out awhile after it happens.
What the hell is wrong with me?