And I'm in my mid 20s living with my parents and siblings and I have absolutely no connection with my family at all. When I see them I ignore them and when they try to talk to me I give them one word answers. It was better when I was young however but only by a little bit. Like I said now I have absolutely no connection with any family or anyone else. If something bad happened to any of them I probably brush it off as if nothing happened.
Growing up I was shy as f*** and never had any friends. The kids at my school would be supportive and try to include me in their group of friends but I was still very quiet and weird too. I'm also like this at work and it feels like everyone don't like me cause I'm weird/socially awkward and I'm pretty lucky to have that job cause of a family member knowing someone who can get me that job that don't pay much...I get less than $10 per hour after a few yrs
As a kid I didn't care about school and nowit's probably a bad idea to go back to college cause I did bad in college too.
Wtf is wrong with me and how can I get my situation better? I feel super lonely and I don't know where to start.