I'm not the best writer, so I will try to explain. I don't mean believing in one of the gods of the organized religions. I mean anything. Some organized force or energy, behind the universe. It's just hard to accept that everything came about just randomly. That all these laws of the universe and space-time, so orderly, just came out of chaos. I'd have no idea what this force would be about, but maybe there is something out there. I often think about the beginning of the universe, before time started, when the laws that govern what we know didnt exist. Where did all that matter that caused the big bang originate from? That kind of stuff.
This isnt an anti religion or anti atheist thread. Just curious what a lot of scientific minds think about this stuff.