Anyone ever been mentally destroyed, humiliated?

It happens to me constantly by men as well as women.

Examples include how I was trying to help what I thought was some outcast "troll" who I thought was a pseudo hacker see the folly of trolling by acting like a typical troll to him (worst in my life) and before hand I was just messing with some "trolls" but they accused me of being someone and I denied it but never proved it.

Then it turned out that some of the random people I left stupid comments to got offended (trying to recover my email and hopefully I can apologize). This guy I spent alot of time helping turned out to be multiple "trolls" who actually could hack and they made me have to close most of my accounts and change my pin numbers and passwords. I still feel bad and probably will for a while. That was a guy example.

Examples of me being destroyed by women mentally include when they call me creepy and act like I am some predator to them. Also when I this one girl added me I did not remember but she was enthusiastic. So I remembered she called me weird and used to make fun of me and thought she liked me. So I was going to do some covert Ninja **** to make her fall for a date with me and then not go and stand her up and tell her why I did it.

Turns out though that she went through alot and I felt bad and like I was obligated to go out with her so I forced myself to like her. Then turns out she thought I was annoying as **** and blocked me. Then I was pissed and confused so I messaged abunch of people asking them to ask her to unblock me and I am sure she used that to make me look stalkerish and I am sure everyone thinks I am to her... Even though I only sent her messages and never even have seen her in many years.

Another time is when I met this one girl I liked on the internet carried on a conversation for a day and we kinda connected I thought but then she blocked me. Years later we talked but then she does not respond ugh.

Anyone else been mentally destroyed?

Yeah, I just read that post.bobbetybob

dafaq did i just read?

Chill out TC,you're over reacting a little bit.FMAB_GTO

I do not know... I do crap alot and think it helps but it hurts. I do find it amusing how I get mentally destroyed by people all the time.

This is what I am like.

Picture alot of people walking away from me, others standing around laughing and a couple asking to help and me shunning them like a fool getting up and trying to walk and falling or getting knocked physically or mentally back to this position.

My sig...well...minus the loosingEnds part and based on the posts here I am glad I did.

I do not know... I do crap alot and think it helps but it hurts. I do find it amusing how I get mentally destroyed by people all the time.This is what I am like.img Picture alot of people walking away from me, others standing around laughing and a couple asking to help and me shunning them like a fool getting up and trying to walk and falling or getting knocked physically or mentally back to this position.LostVoyager

I would say all the idiot things I did to some girl in junior high. Now I'm scared of screwing up any friendships I have with girls because of the things I did.

In elemantry school when I was picked on every day for 8 years, but not really since then. I was kind of mentally destroyed after 2 major surgeries, but that was a different story.

[QUOTE="LostVoyager"]I do not know... I do crap alot and think it helps but it hurts. I do find it amusing how I get mentally destroyed by people all the time.This is what I am like.img Picture alot of people walking away from me, others standing around laughing and a couple asking to help and me shunning them like a fool getting up and trying to walk and falling or getting knocked physically or mentally back to this position.FMAB_GTO

I am unviolent and try to help people. It is just my nature to get **** with. I am fine with that though. Someone has to be a punching bag. I did do that one bad thing though (worst I ever did that I mentioned above). I think that alone is worse than the collective sins of a morally "corrupt" person.

Thank you for your kind heart and willingness to cheer me up. I am not sad though rather amused at how pathetic I am.

[QUOTE="FMAB_GTO"][QUOTE="LostVoyager"]I do not know... I do crap alot and think it helps but it hurts. I do find it amusing how I get mentally destroyed by people all the time.This is what I am like.img Picture alot of people walking away from me, others standing around laughing and a couple asking to help and me shunning them like a fool getting up and trying to walk and falling or getting knocked physically or mentally back to this position.LostVoyager

I am unviolent and try to help people. It is just my nature to get **** with. I am fine with that though. Someone has to be a punching bag. I did do that one bad thing though (worst I ever did that I mentioned above). I think that alone is worse than the collective sins of a morally "corrupt" person.

Thank you for your kind heart and willingness to cheer me up. I am not sad though rather amused at how pathetic I am.

wait what

[QUOTE="LostVoyager"]

[QUOTE="FMAB_GTO"] Water under the bridge LostVoyager ^_^ You should just deal with people in a way you wont hurt the or get hurt,and if that happens,ignore it.FMAB_GTO

I am unviolent and try to help people. It is just my nature to get **** with. I am fine with that though. Someone has to be a punching bag. I did do that one bad thing though (worst I ever did that I mentioned above). I think that alone is worse than the collective sins of a morally "corrupt" person.

Thank you for your kind heart and willingness to cheer me up. I am not sad though rather amused at how pathetic I am.

Thanks I am glad you respect me for who I am. If you ever need to beat up on something or let out verbal stress, type insults at someone let me know.

If you do not hate me I can make a persona that you will hate but I would need details on what you hate. Alot of forums I been to hate me for being overly nice to new users but that sorta helps the new users because they turn on me and get cool.

I can help you get a girl or guy to like you to if you want that.

ive been mentally demolished. and i brought myself up from the ground up and am i better stronger person for it

[QUOTE="FMAB_GTO"][QUOTE="LostVoyager"]

I am unviolent and try to help people. It is just my nature to get **** with. I am fine with that though. Someone has to be a punching bag. I did do that one bad thing though (worst I ever did that I mentioned above). I think that alone is worse than the collective sins of a morally "corrupt" person.

Thank you for your kind heart and willingness to cheer me up. I am not sad though rather amused at how pathetic I am.

LostVoyager

Thanks I am glad you respect me for who I am. If you ever need to beat up on something or let out verbal stress, type insults at someone let me know.

If you do not hate me I can make a persona that you will hate but I would need details on what you hate. Alot of forums I been to hate me for being overly nice to new users but that sorta helps the new users because they turn on me and get cool.

I can help you get a girl or guy to like you to if you want that.

I already have a guy.FMAB_GTO

*sniffles*

Nah, I kid. Lucky guy!

But really, whenever humiliate myself, it's largely my fault. I've done it once, probably more than that on OT. Learn from your mistakes and stop dwelling on them.

*sniffles*Nah, I kid. Lucky guy!Spitfirer

Is TC whining again about how every three-dimensional person disapproves of him?Nude_Dude

I meant fictional women... I have a really nice fictional life where I get along great with everyone.

Sorry about the whining but atleast I make you and other people look better.

Another time is when I met this one girl I liked on the internet carried on a conversation for a day and we kinda connected I thought but then she blocked me. Years later we talked but then she does not respond ugh.LostVoyager

[QUOTE="Nude_Dude"]Is TC whining again about how every three-dimensional person disapproves of him?LostVoyager

I meant fictional women... I have a really nice fictional life where I get along great with everyone.

Sorry about the whining but atleast I make you and other people look better.

Not destroyed but embarrased. Though now looking back I can't believe I was stupid enough to let it get to me. I'd say someone was lying if they say they haven't been embarassed mentally at least once in their life time lol

It happens to me constantly by men as well as women.

Examples include how I was trying to help what I thought was some outcast "troll"

LostVoyager

Why the **** do you always go on about genders, what wrong with you?

[QUOTE="Nude_Dude"]Is TC whining again about how every three-dimensional person disapproves of him?LostVoyager

I meant fictional women... I have a really nice fictional life where I get along great with everyone.

Sorry about the whining but atleast I make you and other people look better.

Yes by OT every day :(

Can't say I have been mentally destroyed, thank goodness.

Yeah, I just read that post.bobbetybob