@BluRayHiDef: Listen, I read through the entire thread after I posted that silly joke, and what I saw nearly made me cry - I kid you not. I'm sorry you have to deal with such shallow minded people, that are so pathetic and desperate inside, that they find the need to take it out on others to make themselves feel better.
You mentioned you think about suicide every day, but I tell you what? Why should we lose someone as talented and blessed as you? You might feel insecure by what others do wrongly to you, but let me tell you right now there's nothing you should feel insecure about. I'm a guy and can tell you straight up no homo, that you're a good looking young man with a great physique to match. Why throw that all away just because some people are too dumb to see the real you and get to know you?
Perhaps those people that avoid you don't know you, maybe they're intimidated by you, but you know what? It's not personal. When I walk down the street and see someone maybe with tattoos, ripped jeans and an aggressive looking appearance (no matter the skin colour) I ignore them and straight away judge them. This is the human nature, but what I don't know is that this one person may be the complete opposite of what I thought, and completely surprise me. What I'm trying to say is don't let a few people get in your way, it's like being bullied over the internet, it shouldn't hurt you because they don't know who you really are.
Let me tell you one thing though, you keep on doing your thing and don't stop for anyone. You have nothing to prove to anyone, and you will prove all these people wrong that doubt you when you finally succeed in life. I've said it before and I'll say it again, you do have a talent Adrian. You're a YouTube personality, you have the voice, the looks mate. you have everything to make it big. You keep on putting in the hard yards and you'll reap the rewards. It won't be easy and of course at times you'll feel like giving up.
But what's important right now, and that I hope you can see is that you're a great human being and just because some people treat you differently doesn't mean the whole world will. You should be proud to be who you are, everyday on YouTube you see stories about kids with major disabilities and deformed appearances but they still smile, why? Because they find something or someone that makes them happy.
You Adrian, you have everything to live for. Don't you fucking dare take the cowardly option out and end your life. Everything, and I mean everything will set it's course for you in life. You might feel like you'll never find another job, or maybe you're not good enough for a girlfriend but that's all bullshit. You're a good man Adrian a girl would be very lucky to have you. Remember there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
Anyways to end things here, what I read tonight from you really upset and hurt me. No one on here knows what it's like until it happens to them, and some people can be so hurtful like you've mentioned in your experiences but remember, those people don't know you. They're not open minded at all, and as hard as it may be try and forget about them.
You seem like a really down to earth guy, trust me I'd be honoured to call you my mate. You keep on making those YouTube videos, and playing those games like we all do. Because that's what makes us happy. Everything else will find it's way into your life. But sometimes you have to fight for it. Regardless of that just remember what I said, you have everything to live for Adrian. Others would die to have the chance that you do. Like I mentioned some people are born with sicknesses they battle through their whole life, some die with it. They get no chance to live a normal life or even have a chance at life.
But you, you're young, healthy and have everything right in front of you. This is all coming from the heart and sorry for the long post but it had to be said. You're a good fuckin' man Adrian, I respect you for that.
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