There's nothing I love more than video games and strangely enough while not prone to social anxieties outside of dealing with my face blindness which sometimes does give me mild social anxiety when meeting people for the second or thrid time, it's really no big deal, having people on friends list on gaming platforms and such causes severe anxiety for me.
For some reason this forced social networking with gaming not only causes anxiety for me but it also frustrates and angers me to unspeakable levels. Basically I hate and do not add friends to Steam, XBL, PSN or any other such service, when playing online I only like playing with random people and there's NOTHING I hate more than people being able to keep tabs on what I play, when I play it and how long I play. It's not like I'm ashamed of my choice of games as I proudly talk about the games I play. It's just the notion that somebody is able to keep tabs on what I do with my spare time is infuriating to me even though I know people generally don't care.
I always keep my Steam profile private and the 6 or so friends I added out of sheer politeness I recently removed, I'd show myself as offline anyways. There's nothing I hate more than someone messaging me the moment I start playing a game and comment on the game I play or ask me about it, dude, it's my own, private life, none of your god dang business what I play and when I play it least of all how long I play.
This forced social networking also causes severe anxiety for me, enough to make me NOT want to play the games I have for some reason. But ever since I completely got rid of the few people on my Steam friend's list I've felt so relieved, like such a burden was lifted from me, I can play whenever I want without somebody potentially keeping tabs on me. I'm a huge huge MMORPG fan, probably my favorite genre of games but even in those I prefer teaming up with random players and stay away from guilds.
You see, when I turn my SNES on, I don't see a friends list popping up, it's just me, my game and my imagination or the people in the room with me and god knows I HATE being alone, so no I'm not a loner type or the type who doesn't like talking to people, I love talking as you can well see from this long post, but I hate the forced social netwroking modern consoles and gaming platforms do.
Anyone else feels this way or am I just too weird for this modern Twitterbook world? :)
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